I realize I'm only sixteen
I thought I knew what I was doing, having a party, doing my own thing.
I look at my mom she's getting in between me and my life.
Now she's got me sitting around in my room without music. How can I not live without music ?It brings back the memories I had.
Good times and Bad times
And what I'm doing is going back out there and bringing it all back.
Starting an argument without having a reason. This is what drugs got me into.
Having someone I though I wasn't interested in, but now i don't want to let him go.
But I don't even know if he's true ?
One night I'm out leaving without no one knowing where I'm leaving to....to little beer party. I woke up still buzzed out leaving to school.
I see my friends looking at me like
I'm a fool.
That same day I caught my mind paying attention to the teacher.
I realize I need to leave all this behind and think about the future.
I got my brothers and sister telling me to stay home.
I look at them and realize they care for me.
But I notice they don't want me out because my mom is out looking for me.
I got myself in a mess now I got to get myself out of it without stress.
This is my life.
Hoping someday I'll have a better life.
