Dull the pain and shut my eyes
feel the pain that I contrive
I used to have peace,
and love to be alive,
but all the peace and love is gone.
And now I can not find,
a safe plavce in my mind to hide,
I'm sitting all alone and i wonder why
my whole friggen life... i have wanted to die
I'm fat, I'm ugly, I need to loose weight,
these thoughts I think everyday.
I see something that i do not portray
and I know... I'm in for a deadly fate.
**Okay, i know this poem isnt that good, it is definitly not one of my best, but if you could give me any pointers, please do!!**