I get shivers down my spine
My skin color is pale
My eyes become gray
The hair on my head is soaken with sweat
The clothes I'm wearing are no longer soft and comfortable
Yet they are heavy and awkward
The black nail polish fades away and the bracelet breaks off
My arms start to shake like never before
The veins get smaller and smaller as the blood escapes from my wrist
The blood slides down my arms and drips off to the side
Yet one strand goes straight down
It doesn't stop and it doesn't fall to the floor
Suddenly it stops
Like it was looking at me straight in the eye
The color started to get lighter and lighter
What have I done?