Unstable

Is it safe to pretend
that i have not sinned
for i cannot bare
this feeling of doubt
and feeling unaware
of the things i should hide beside me

i cant go on
this suffer and abuse
im hurting myself
from the pain i have kept inside

Like a chair unstable on 3 legs
I'm straining for the light
but no one will help me find the way

i cant re-sight this song in tears
should i begin to tremble
surrendering the white flag
i cant find myself here to stay

I'm traveling light
on a plane to the distant sky
become aware of the treasures so close
but your heart i cant win

this Mic so full of my hate
my screams consume my loneliness

help me survive
and i cant let this go