To My Mother With Love (haha)

I've never missed anyone
Half as much as I miss you
I lay awake at night
Unsure of what to do

I miss the old times
When we talked for hours on the phone
And the way you told me
I'd never have to worry about being alone

I miss that laugh of yours
That always brightnend my day
And the way you looked into my eyes
Always interested in what I had to say

I miss the way you made me smile
Like now one did before
I miss the way you was always there
Whenever my heart was sore

I miss the way you held me
And how I felt so safe with you
But more than anything
I miss all the things we didn't get to do

I never got to feel
The way that you kissed
But the way I long for it now
Has me feeling like this

I never got to hold your hand
And tell you how much I love you
And there are so many other things
That we'll never get to do

I was so afraid of being hurt
That I wouldn't take a risk
And I guess thats why I cry at night
Dreaming of all the things I've missed

I don't know if it hurts more
Seeing you every day
Or knowing I could've been with you
If I only knew waht to say

Now I walk by you
Neither of us say a word
The silence cuts through my heart
Like the piercing of a sword

I wonder if you miss me
As much as I miss you
I wonder if you feel
Half the pain I do

I wish you would tell me you miss me
But I know that I couldn't do so
If we could ever have a second chance
I guess we'll never know