How my life is not the same

Ever since i was left alone
ever since i was broken hearted
i tryed my best to stand up strong
i tryed my best to forget and move on
but life just wasn't the same
life just wasn't the one i once had
the one life i would wake up and smile and know that am gonna see the girl i love again
and know she gonna hug me from all the hard class she has to go past just to see me
and all the hard and painful class i have to get past just to see her
it's all worth it
it's all worth the time
it's all worth my life
cause i love her and that what I'll forever feel
but each day i feel like am breaking down
i feel like i would kill my self and end all this pain
i feel like the people i love are just meant to hate me
i feel like life is not for me any more
people who died would trade anything for another chance of life
but am willing to trade my life for death over a girl i really onced loved
my life just not the same as before
and i would want to end all this right here.. right now...