Crushing.

What has no reason,
Has no bounds,
Me, I’m lost unfound,
Losing what’s left of my will.

Look at me!
See inside my broken soul,
Hear what I am thinking,
Repeat every missed heartbeat.

As you see an aura of cloud,
Look into my eyes,
See the truth,
Uncover the lies,

A tender kiss,
You feel you can’t miss,
Whisper words of love,
A smile is all you want.

Sad eyes watch everyone,
A numbed mind feels no pain,
My heart misses a beat,
And all you want is a kiss,

As you reach out to this sad child,
You feel something inside pull you closer,
And then you see the tear fall,
And watch as you hand wipes it away.

You feel the pain inside of me,
Hold me close,
Won’t leave me be,
I hide in your warmth.

This is not love for me,
Its need of a friend,
Someone to understand me
Yet you are in need of consort.

Mixed up,
Confused,
Lost,
Again unfound.

A swirl of pain and anger,
A twist of emotion,
A scream that echoes,
And drips with loss.

You wish your heart would not hurt so much,
You wish that you had seen the cuts,
You wish so hard your heart is crushed,
You wish that my dead body was alive in your arms.

Do I need to go on…..?