Can I

Sat in a room in my head
Just thinking about every thing you said
Can I learn why here
Can I? I'm just full of fear
Why do I do the things that I don't want to do
Why I'm a some one else when I get scared
I guess there is no reason
I guess there is no truth
But still I'm wondering
And thinking of you
Guess I'll never know
Why you had to go