I gave it one last chance
But it still went the wrong way
I really kept searching for a while
But I still ran out of reasons to stay
I couldn't find another option
Than to murder myself with the famous knife
I really smiled like never before
Because it would be the end of my life
But then the tears started to fall
Everything I always held inside
The pain of knowing I really lost it all
Suddenly it wasn't necessary anymore to hide
I always failed and even now
I crashed in front of their eyes
They all looked so disappointed and so mad
For I always told them lies
I was silently broken
And so sorry for making them mad
For I couldn't do anything good
All I ever did was bad ..
I was so tired of making it right for everyone
With words I didn't even meant
So I promised myself I'd feel so much better
In the place where my dreams yesterday went
My body's still here
But my soul already went away
It won't be so long now anymore
Before I completely fade away
