Wait For A Better Day

Why does it feel
as if no one will ever care
everyone seems fake
I just want someone to be there

I don't want to be alone anymore
I'm so tired of all the lies
even from my friends
not just from guys

I want to find that boy
the one the wants to be with me
as much as I want to be with him
but that's never how it seems to be

guys always want just one thing
then you're just used and abused
it isn't how you thought it'd be
then being a s|ut your accused

nothing even matters anymore
I've given up on being happy
things don't ever turn out
how I need them to be

when will things go right
and when will I be ok
I'll just pretend I'm great
and wait for a better day