My life is failing
I'm dying, i can do nothing right in this world
I'm losing the one closest to me
Nothing goes right in my life
I'm crying at night and faking my laughter and smiles though out my day
I wanna let go and love life but i don't i hate life with a passion
I love the person who hurts me the most emotionally, i sometimes wonder why i bother cos you seem to **** me off rather alot lately
You say and do the wrong things most of the time
I can't help but to think your with someone else other then me
Love is paranoid, love hurts
I wish i wasn't like i am cos i feel i don't belong in the world
I belong in my coffin burning going to lay forever in peace
My heart is shattered never to be healed destined to die young, too many broken pieces
Will i ever be happy in this world without having to hide my smiles?
Even though i wish i could run away and die a old lady silently and happy....
*I done this when i was alone and depressed about a week ago, I'm no longer feeling like this I'm all :) now*
