You dont care

I phoned you that day,
I wanted to talk,
You told me to piss of,
And stop acting like a dork.

I started to cry,
My best friends wasn’t there,
Who did I have now?
It wasn’t fair.

I didn’t want to leaver you out,
I didn’t want to lie,
I didn’t want you to walk away,
But when you did I wanted to cry.

I couldn’t believe you gave up on me so quick,
I couldn’t believe you just went,
I couldn’t believe you never even cried,
It felt like I had you on rent.

I didn’t know what to say,
Or really what to do,
Was I really that guilty?
It’s was all because of you.

You told me you be there till the end,
You told me we were forever friends,
You told me you never leave my side,
But instead you just left me there to die.

A memory lasts forever,
Never does it die,
True friends stay together,
And never say goodbye.

You never did care did you?
You never did like me?
You didn’t even want me as a best friend,
Why cant you just see.

When you walk away you never even look back,
At what you losing in just a sec,
You don’t even want me,
Do you like seeing me in this wreck?

You text me and say “do you want to be my best friend?”
Like you don’t have a choice,
Why don’t you tell me that?
And maybe you might be able to hear my voice.

When ever you text me you say all these things,
Why can’t you speak to me face to face?
Is it really that hard to put up with me?
I thought you could put up with this race.

You always twist and turn things,
You always make them right,
You always say these stuff to me,
But I always put up with this fight.

I can’t do it anymore,
I cant pretend to like you,
Because what I see hurts me more,
What can I do?

The doors have been shut,
The damage has been done,
Playing with my mind,
This war you have won.

You tell me I do all these bad things and that I should stop,
You tell me it’s not worth you tell me its all wrong,
You tell me all these things but you never do care,
You tell say all these things but your never even there.

I thought you really were something special,
I thought you did all those things for my sake,
But when I scratched the surface,
All you could be was a fake.

The hardest thing I ever had to do,
Was face reality and let go,
Of everything I thought I knew,
I had to let go of you.

Now you can do what you want,
Now you can be what you want to be,
Because I never did make a difference to you life,
Just pretend I never was alive.

Now all you say is “Not my loss”,
And all you do is smile,
You hang around with your other friends like nothings wrong,
I’ll get use to it, it just take a while.

So don’t act like nothing is wrong,
And don’t pretend to be kind,
When all you could ever be was a fake,
So don’t take mind

I never did believe in best friends,
Until I met you,
I think I should go back to my old self,
I think it’s too late, I really do.

I think I’ve already lost you,
I think you’re already gone,
I think I’m finally happy now,
You think I’m weak, I think your wrong!!!