Behind My Smile

*srry the layout is bad and its rhyming on and off*plz comment

Behind this smile,
There are tears,
Behind my generosity,
There is hate,
You think you know me,
But you have no idea who I really am inside,
Behind this smile,
Are all lies.
I want you to see,
That you mean the world to me,
I want you to know,
That when I smile,
My sadness grows.
Only because,
I don’t have you,
To have and to hold,
Forever and always,
But she has you,
And you would run to the end of the world for her,
But only around the block for me,
It kills to know that we’re just friends,
And that’s all we’ll ever be,
I sit in my room and cry sometimes,
Knowing I’ll never be free.