Have You Ever?

Have you ever felt so cold and unwanted?
Have you ever seen your darkest day?
Have you ever felt so unloved?
Do you wish love was here to stay?
Instead of standing in the rain,
Raindrops flowing through your veins,
Watching the person you love walk away,
Knowing love wasn't there to stay.

Have you ever felt so lost?
So cold, so alone, so needy?
Have you ever seen someone cry?
Over love, a broken heart and dismay?
Do you wish you didn't know how to cry,
Or to love or to hate?
I wish all of these things,
Because, when you're gone,
The perfect sky is torn,
And all these things float in my mind,
And I wish that you were mine.