When we were little you'd hold my hand,
and when we grow older you'd protect me from them.
I shared my first kiss with you,
and you were there when i needed you...until now.
I thought it was forever,
but you began to move away.
You never listened to me,
when I'd tell you she didn't love you.
She was playing you for a fool,
but you said you loved her.
So away you went with her,
leaving me with this pain so unbearable.
I had shed so many tears,
I had to end my misery.
The misery that you and her caused,
destroying my life.
I left this misery behind me,
and hoped that you'd figure the truth out.
And sure enough you did,
she had played you for a fool.
You had loved her more then me,
and I couldn't take the pain of that.
I had loved you more then life it's self,
but still you through me away.
Now as I look down at you,
I wonder what happened to the boy I knew.
the one who held my hand,
and the one who said he loved me.
I can't find that boy,
because if I could I wouldn't be here.
I'd still be with him on the ground,
instead of flying and crying my heart out.
I'll never know what I did,
for him to choice her over me.
But even though I'm dead,
I still love him.