Tell me why I did it,
How have I let myself do this again?
These are the wrong ingredients of love,
Our feelings no longer comprehend.
You say how much I hurt you,
If so why do you want me back?
You tell me how you’re sorry,
But my love for you I’ve grown to lack.
I hesitate to say yes,
Because I really want to say no,
But the thought of you caring for me,
Is what I’ve grown to know.
I love the fact that someone cares,
That someone’s love is given to me,
But why do I no longer feel the same,
Are we meant to be?
I’m so confused by what I want,
And if I still want you,
I just wish someone would tell me,
What is it that I’m meant to do?
But they don’t understand,
They just comfort me when I cry,
They don’t see how difficult it is,
Because it’s time for me to say goodbye.
But again I am with you,
Don’t ask cause I don’t know why,
I will just remain with you,
And each night lie awake and cry.
