CoNfUsIoN

When I'm alone at night
I sit and wonder why
i couldn't be what you wanted
why i was so shy
these feelings were within me
and were tearing me apart
i wanted to change everything
right from the very start
it was hard for me to sit there.
it was hard to pass the time
i thought about the days
i thought that you were mine
i remember when you held me close
so close you could here me breathing
now those days are over my hearts torn out and BlEeDiNg