I try to ignore you, I try to fade away.
I can't help but feel this pain that won't ever go away.
I can't help but hear your words replay inside my head.
I can't help but walk alone, and wish that I was dead.
I can't help but take my blade and push it deep into my arm.
I can't help but wonder how I caused so much harm.
I can't help but look at you when we pass each other in the hall.
I can't help but mis comprehend why you don't care at all.
I can't help but be depressed when I'm in a lot of pain.
I can't help but ask myself why you can't say my name.
I can't help but burn in your thoughts, and drown in what I feel.
I can't help but have a theory to explain that I'm not real.
I can't help but watch the blood, going down my arm for a ride.
How would you feel knowing, that you drove someone to suicide?
>>i can't deal anymore
