The Knife(part one)

I hated my life so much
I hated God not taking my life
But let me tell you the story
The story about when i gtabbed the knife

One day when I came home
I found out my mamaw was dead
I didn't knew why she had died
But so many things went through my head

I said to myself"its their falts,
They knew she was going to die"
then I fell to my knees
and I started to cry

I thought more about it
and the more i did i got sad
the thought of her leaving me
made me very mad

I sat there all alone
crying in the bed
then I saw a knife on the table
something told me in my head.

to be continued....

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