Vision of Death

You look at me
Like i dont belong
Like it wouldnt matter
If i were gone

You may not think this
But i dont really care
This is how i feel
And it's more than i can bare

So many things
I wish would come true
So many things
I want to do

The most recurring
That plagues my mind
My vision of death
Not much more time

I know i will die
When i do not know
But when it is time
I will gladly go

Whether by pills
Or by the knife
I will just be content
To be out of this life

Where no one can reach me
Just on my own
Where no one can pity me
Just completely alone