If You Look Really Hard

If you look really hard,
You will see it in my eyes,
My Pain,
And how my happiness slowly dies

If you look really hard,
It will all fit into place,
The scars on my wrist,
And the fake smile on my face

If you look really hard,
You can see the hidden tears,
And how I have,
All too many fears

If you look really hard,
You will see my rejected love,
The way I just keep wishing,
I would go above

If you look really hard,
You might be able to see the suicidal thoughts on my mind,
If you hate me,
Dont use these reasons to be kind

If you look really hard,
You will see how Ive been hurt,
You lied to me,
Then made me feel like *u**ing dirt

If you look really hard,
You will see this is me,
If your plan is to hurt me worse,
*u*k off and just let me be me