I don't like coming home,
You always leave me alone with dad,
And they are some of the worst times
I've ever had
Maybe you should know,
What he asked me to do,
But I don't want to tell,
Not even you
How it hurts to know,
The closest guy to a dad Ive ever had,
Hates me because I'm not his,
It hurts real bad
How the house,
Brings back so many memories,
Of getting up late at night to leave,
And how many times I asked you not to go back I even said please
You lied to me,
Do you know how that feels?
You're my ****ing mom,
You lied and my trust is what it steals
Too many memories,
I still cant understand,
Hurts so bad,
And theres no more and
You don't see,
How I look at dad like I'm scared,
How I'm so hurt,
And theres no way to tell you because I shouldn't have to because you would notice if you cared
