Your leaving I can tell, but why this sudden change of heart? I'm lost now ; I'm scared now. Scared of losing you, it hurts to think you might leave me here, here to fight to the death all alone. I love you, yet I hate you. . . why do you put me through such pain? Waiting for those words "I'm leaving" hurts more then if I were to hear them. But why? We were so good together, meant for each other, or so you said. I'm broken hearted now ; suicidal now. Your pain to me instantly turns into the slits on my now bloody wrist. Do you see what you do to me? Everyone seems to think I look great, but you left me, the one I love, the one I hate. People say things will turn out, but I never believe. I know how you are, and how you think, your not coming back. . . ever. I'm seeing a bright light now, I'm laying still now...
