On the Inside

by Mally P   Feb 13, 2005



Everything is supposed to be all right,
Inside I can’t stop crying.
A hundred times a day you run through my head,
Everytime I see our future as our past.
Why did it happen this way?
I wish I could do it again,
Making it turn out differently.

I torture myself day and night,
Thinking of why it has to be this way.
Didn’t you ever want more from us?
Do you ever regret what isn’t between us?
Missing out on what could have been,
Inside I can’t stop crying.

I look around and see people smiling,
Yet I can’t bring myself to join them.
Why smile when you have no reason?
I can’t remember what it felt like to be loved,
All I know is what it feels like to be left behind.
You are happy now away from me,
Hope your life is all it was meant to be.
Inside I can’t stop crying.

I’ll continue my journey alone,
Looking for someone half as special as you.
One day I’ll look back at us and remember,
That day I’ll smile on what we had.
Today I’ll think of you,
Tomorrow won’t differ at all.
I cry on the inside,
Missing you.

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