I don't want to do this...

You are worth the tears,
That I cry every night,
You are worth my fears,
Wich I hold inside me oh so tight,
I want you there with me,
I would feel so much safer,
I want you to hold me,
But you are with her,
Holding her tightly,
And there wasn't anything wrong.

I feel so lost without you,
I hate only being your friend,
I want you to know this,
That I'll love you to the very end.

I tell all my friends you're different,
You're not like all those other guys,
You help me through my problems,
And guide me along the way,
We share eachothers secrets,
You practically read my mind,
The sad part is,
That you will never be mine.

Im so happy that you help me through,
Good times and bad,
But I also cant believe,
That i'm in love with you.

I think it might be better off,
For you and me,
That we stopped seeing eachother,
Only because you mean so much to me,
I don't know where this will take us,
I don't know if you'll ever feel the same,
All I know is that i'm doing this because I feel like i have to,
I'm doing this because I love you.