On The Edge Of Falling

I walk these dark streets all alone
Broken inside
My secret I know longer
Must hide

I climbed the stairs of life But
fell back at the beginining forced to start again
Not knowing where to go or whom to turn
Not a single friend

I'm on the edge of falling
Wasting my life away
Things get worse every time I turn around
I can't go another day

MY dear family and so called friends
Can't you hear my call
Through my acts of desperation
Or is it you care none at all

I'm yelling out
And screaming your name
Everyone thinks I'm fooling myself
But my life is absolutely no game

I feel torn
And broken in half
Everyone says I'm fine
Because I'm always found with a smile or a laugh

They only see that because
The rest I try so hard to hide
But can no one honestly tell
I'm truly broken inside?

Everyone at school think's I'm happy
As I walk through the hall
But at night all alone
Nothing but tears seem to fall

I fell hurt and alone
I feel I have not a friend
Can't anyone see me falling ?
I just want it to end.