Left Behind

The news was sudden
It slammed my heart to freeze and crumble
The news that told me
You're gone forever
Leaving me on this world
to stumble

Why did you leave me behind
Here so black so stranded
I screamed my sanity lost
How could you have left me so abandoned

I begged to take your place
To feel your pain
While you lived my relief
But He would not answer my prayers no matter how many tears
i cried
You left me numb...your death suddenly brief

Why didn't you take me with you
How could you leave me
To bare this world alone
With out you I still cant find who i used to be I'm lost to were life is home

I've bled tears
For it's been two years...
Since your painful death
I still scream But now only deep in the dark
twasn't fair
I should have been there before your last breath

You were the only one
Who believe my dreams to come true
Who told me to have faith
I could do anything my heart was set to

No one knows the pain i still bare
For i miss you so
The fact you truly are gone
Still has not centered in my mind...
i cant seem to let the past go

If you can hear me You should know I still love you the most
Though love has shattered me... But your memory has kept me here
Though you are all but a memory of my own ghost...