I’ll bleed….!

I see it wherever I go,
I need to hide but it will be there,
The is nothing I can do,
Forever in my mind.

The voices of the shadows whisper,
Telling me I’m alone,
Disallowing me to smile,
Killing myself slowly.

This darkness is bliss,
To fall in to,
It covers my every emotion,
Even the ones of unrequited love.

Hidden away from the feelings,
I see a bottle,
Can this numb the pain?
It must do why else would the be drunks?

Wrong no effect on me,
The basted,
FCUK YOU GOD!!
Fcuk you.

I seek something else to numb the numbed pain,
I watch from the shadows of loneliness,
Watching waiting for that one thing.
A flicker of light, silvery bliss.

A knife,
A god,
My new love affair,
My new healer.

I’ll bleed in the morning,
I’ll bleed in the night,
I’ll bleed till I die,
And it’s all your fault.