Another Lonely Valentines Day

I hate valentines day
Because it reminds me of him in every way
Because it reminds me of all the pain
And those long nights spent in the cold rain
Wishing that everything was just a nightmare
Wishing it would fade away with the tears I bare

I hate valentines day
Because it reminds me that the pain is here to stay
That all the scars wont fade from my skin
A permanent reminder of sin
A day I am once again reminds of the past
And all the efforts I made to make it last

Another valentines day spent alone
Yet another day spent at home
Its hard not to cry, its hard to forget
And I always find myself doing something I'll regret
Just to forget the faint memory of happiness
Just to bring light into the darkness