Once again happiness is just a dream
I sit here wanting to cry
But the tears wont flow
Its starting to hurt
My throat is sore
My eyes are watering
Everything seemed fine
I guess I was wrong
I'm not meant to be happy
Only in my dreams
I wish I could sleep forever
Is it me?
What did I do?
Why do I always think its something I did?
I'm shaking so much
Why??
I don't want to cry anymore
Ive been through enough
Everytime I think I'm happy
I just end up being wrong
I'm so cold
I'm scared
Am I meant to be alone
Or maybe am I just trying to live a dream.