Now that I am dead,
It must be said.
My life was full of pain
I all to often thought it drive me insane.
I wanted it to end
my emotions ran so thin.
Everyday I cried wishing
I would just die,
but i buried the pain inside
and smiled for the world to see.
I often cried myself to sleep
scared of what tomorrow may bring.
hoping that tonight would be the end.
The pain i couldn't bare
Life was just unfair.
Upon my wrist set the knife
waiting to end my life.
For every tear that i shed,
For every lie I was ever fed.
there lays a drop of blood.
For every second i wasted
For every day when i couldn't face it.
There lays a drop of blood.
I smile as i watch the blood drop.
and my heart slow comes to a
stop.
some say i was weak for not being able to speak. but now that I am dead it must be said.
