Love of a 15 year old( part two)

You can read part one first :) this is the continuation.

Few days after. the girl's death
The guy went on line
He waited all day all night
How much for her love he did pine.

She never came to chat
He missed her a lot
He wanted to tell her what had happened
without her, his life would simply rot.

He didn't care about her looks or age
He loved her and her personality
He loved the way she won him in rage
She had this unique quality.

He became extremely eager and very frantic
Where is she, he wondered all the time
He wanted to console her and be romantic
He wanted to tell her 'You're forever mine'

He was desperate, he got her friend's email id
And asked her where his love was
He got his reply, he read it aloud
"She killed herself, and you were the cause".

He sat there stunned, on his chair
Unable to make a movement
He felt his world fall apart near him
he realised what this email had meant.

He wanted to tell her so many things
Who would he confide in now?
He stared at his PC in dismay
This certainly was a curse from above.

He blamed himself, he cried all night,
He felt completely incomplete
He was shivering with his guilt
It filled him from head to feet.

'My love, forgive me for what i did
I never knew you would take such a step
Wherever you are even now
I'll always love you, its a promise I've kept.'

'I had to go offline that day
My testy parents had their way
I really wanted to console and hug you tight
I swear I couldn't sleep all night.'

'I tried to tell you in every possible way
For a few days i was going away
It was urgent, I had no choice
I missed you a lot, and my eyes were moist.'

'How could you do this to me
Why did you leave me alone
How am I to live without you
I'm no longer person, I'm just a stone.'

'Theres no purpose now to live this life
You're not here to steal away my strife
So, like you did, I'm cutting myself with a knife
and I'll reach heaven right now, to make you my wife'.

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