Ready for death

I'll go away
I'll leave my dreams in the bed
& the thoughts that filled my head
finally I'll get rid of tears
I won't cry
That's all coz I'm gonna die

Why do I have to stay?
Why do I have to live?
I was just a play
In something called love

I'll keep crying
Till I die
Then my tears will dry
I'll die of your love
& the life that's tough

my tears ask my eyes
why they r not anymore rise

I answer & say
Cause my life seems pointless
So how comes my eyes will have brightness

They have no more light
They seem so blind

I'm sitting here alone
Watching the sunset
& my tears dropping bit by bit

I'm looking at the sea
Wondering what's wrong with me

Looking at the sky
Wishing to die

I'm just looking for me
& asking how could I be?

I got out of control
& feelings became un-whole

Now I'm ready to death
I'll go inside the sea
To take my last breath

I'm ready to die
So for now, goodbye

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