Happy Valentine's Day (sad)

I think i need a hug that no one can give
or give me the strength and need to re-live
My life had turned around again
and there is SUPPOSED to be someone to take away my pain
as the hurt grows worse and the memories spin
I think of myself and where my mind has been
stuck up somewhere no place to go
sinking so far; stooping so low
i need a release, a safe place i know
but where do i turn to when there's no place to go
for the securities i have come to embrace
no longer can look me in the face
their comfort is gone, swept away in the wind
no one knows where they're going or been
i've wanted to say more than a simple goodbye
but these words won't come out and i know why
because im afraid of what you might say
and then i will never ever be okay
for this will eat at my heart and won't go away
as i say to you"yeah happy valentine's day"