I'm finding it hard to breathe
My arms flail about
I struggle against the pull
As my thoughts drag me down:
You used to make me happy
Even as you made me fear
I used to think you loved me
I used to think you cared
Maybe you still do
How am i supposed to tell
What it is you're thinking
Behind those stygian eyes
I tried so hard to understand you
But I am falling now
Sinking to the depths
No one hears my screams
Drowning in my own tears
Suffering an unintentional suicide
