Reasonable Fury

You said you had to tell me something
i was a little scared
You didn't look to happy
If anything, a little sad

You sat me down by your side
You held my hand in yous
And nuzzled against my neck
i kissed your lips

and told you to spit it out
and then you did.
you told me how you cheated
you told me where and when

you said i should be happy
that you had confessed
my ears started to ring
my head started to reel

you said we could get through this
you asked me if it was all right
then looked at me and smiled
searching for my thoughts

But they were still frozen
Then i woke up
my heart raced
anger burned in my eyes

how could you ever think
that everything would be alright?
You said i was being
unreasonable

unforgiving
i really had thought you cared
the way you told me you did
how could i have been so wrong?

not to trust my friends?
that doesn't matter anymore
we didn't exist anymore
how dare you blame it on me
me and my REASONABLE fury