Its my fault

I sit and I think,
As I regret,
It was entirely my fault,
That you hated me and left,

I never meant to annoy you,
But I didn’t know,
You should have told me,
Instead of making me low,

You use to make me so happy,
Even more when you said you might,
You never even wanted to,
But you hid it with a lie,

When you said you hated me,
I became so sad,
I cried most nights,
And was hardly ever glad,

My smiles turned upside down,
And I tried my best to make you stay,
You were my best friend as a boy,
Yet you forgot me and pushed me away,

I didn’t mean to blow it,
Yet after so long you’re still on my mind,
You mean so much to me,
I wish I could turn back time,

But no matter how hard I try,
I just don’t know what to do,
I have liked you for 3 years now,
And im still not over you.