What's Real

Who am I
How can I know
When I'm with my friends
Why do I feel so low

I don't feel right
Anywhere, anytime
From stranger to friend
Have I crossed the line

No one understands
What it is I feel
How my world is upside-down
And I don't know what's real

I need to be needed
But I don't feel its true
Even though they love me
I don't know what to do

I need to help myself
Get rid of these thoughts
And feel comfortable around friends
In any kind of spots

*2/26/2004