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by Jesslyn Feb 15, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Living in a shadow of three. trying to bring out light in someone. what they cant see is that she is done. cant be me wont be them. Or who they want me to be, the light they're searching for so dim. their standards so high. perfect person and such. i couldn't be if i tried. it's to much. it's a fight. but they don't see i struggle day and night to just be me. they're dreams: old and rusted. because they wouldn't leave mine be. they would be disgusted to see what has become of me...