I Need You~I'm Without You

Look up at the stars
I wish for you
You wish for her
Close your eyes
What do you see?
I see you fully and completely
You see her and never me
I need you
You make me whole
But yet I fight these feelings
I say I’m done
I think I’m happy you found her
But yet I know I’m not
I can’t lie to myself
It’s causing more pain than necessary
But I’m without you
And it kills me
Like a knife cutting through me
Piercing my soul
My very being is destroyed
I need you to complete me
Just to know you’re there for me
To know you’ll never leave
To hear you say *I love you*
Might get me to believe
Believe there’s more to life
Than broken hearts
Stolen souls
And breathless nights
During which I cry for you
But I’m without you
And I need you
I’m happy you found someone
Who you can call your own
I’m glad you might find yourself in love
But yet I’m miserable
For I long to be in her place
I long to feel your loving touch
Upon my body
Upon my heart
Upon my soul
But that is far too much to ask
For I will never be blessed in that way
So I will continue to cry myself to sleep
Wish on the stars that this might end
And see your gorgeous face
Before dying inside
And then falling asleep