Tears Of Blood

Every Day I Think of all these things Ive been called!
It really does hurt now
i used to hide it
how i felt
every time i was told so many things
now I'm in a bunch of sorrow
every word said comes back
the new ones circle in my head and now i know what this is
its the depression that has slain me
stabbed me in the back like you did!
I CRY EVERYDAY NOW
thinking of whats said
no one cares...
your stupid...
get away freak...
no one likes you and now i know its true.
it really is no matter where i go I'm made fun of 15 years Ive been trying to make Friends
but i cant whats wrong with me am i different from everybody
no one understood me and they still don't so I'm finally taking everything over
i run to my room and shut the door
dig around for anything sharp
the tears are dripping upon my hands
emotions are supposed to make you stronger but it doesn't always work
i find a razor and place it on my tear covered wrists i press down hard
and rip my hand back
i clear the tears from my eyes the tears mix with blood
everything is darkening.
I'm feeling light headed
i fall to the ground in unutterable pain and lay there for a while trying my best to breathe everything is black now and I'm still alone i guess i wasn't meant to have Friends
not even in heaven nor hell
i just get left alone wherever I'm at
i sit on the ground its cold and dark and a couple other people come
i guess your the third that everyone wants alone.
but its not gonna stay that way you can come with me...

This shows that every 1 has Friends even if alot are mean to them