Every night, when i think about it all i let all my painful tears fall why does it have to be this way, why am i living this life that is filled with so much pain
I'm sick of all the things people are saying about me they glare at me, but they don't really see even when i think things are getting better they just changer their minds and say " i hate her"
this has never happened to me before, and i seriously can't take it anymore, all the thoughts running through my head, i think about it all the time i wish i was dead
I'm sick of sitting in my room crying I'm sick of taking this; I'm slowly dieing, looking outside thinking of all these years, I'm tired of hurting myself, i feel the wetness on my cheeks my fallen tears
if i could keep all the tears you made me cry, i would drown you in them , hoping you'll never again tell a lie, I'm sick of all the lies i hear, there's nothing i can do so i just sit here,crying for all these years
everyone just notices me when i do something wrong or by the clothes i ware, my death is taking to long, nobody really notices me crying here, nobody really cares
every fallen tear, is a sign for my pleading help, since no one listens to me when i painfully yelp so i make a plan to take some pills, surely for me they will kill
as i take them one by one i start to choke has it already begun, soon I'm spitting out blood, i pray to God.." o' holy".. I'm lying on the floor dieing slowly
i write a note to some people who i think care, as the blood is running down my cheeks, and getting caught in my hair, i tell them all my fears, and all my bloody fallen tears
i told them i was just sick of getting stabbed in my heart, i told them that i was already falling apart, i told them that i used to cut myself, i told them that i tried to get some help
now i cant breathe, and i fall to the floor i look at all the cuts on my wrists 200 or more, finally the rid of my fears, and finally no more fallen tears
i look up into the sky as i take my final breath, i fall into the darkness and now I'm able to peacefully rest
