How could you do this to me!
Again again and again!
How could you make me cry!
Like you did back then!
You know how much I bled inside!
And you know what I bled out!
How could you watch me cut!
And watch me scream and shout!
I still love you and I always will!
I don’t know why the fuk i do!
The only emotion I should ever feel!
Is always hating you!
Why did you make me believe!
That you really changed!
You shattered my heart like glass!
And now my mind is stained!
I wish you never told me!
Those three sweet words that I wanted to hear!
Because all they were was lies!
Lies seeping through my blood filled tears!
I hate you but I love you!
It’ll never stop and you should blame yourself!
The only way to stop this pain!
IS TO KILL MYSELF!!!