Insanity

Watching the minutes go by,
Hearing the seconds tick,
Another 4 am mocks me,
And its making me really sick,
Insanity has met its match,
I have completely lost my mind,
Every single memory haunts me,
I can't seem to leave anything behind,
All my insecurites,
Crawl beneath my skin,
Breaking me down,
Killing from within
I smile to myself,
Not knowing why,
And I keep on going,
Although I don't wanna try
The clock reaches five,
Sleep deserts me,
Anger and lonliness,
Now keep me company,
My senses leave me,
As I listen to the bitter sound of rain,
I'm losing all feeling,
Except that of pain.