Me on my own, because I want to be.

This didn't seem right.
It didn't seem OK.
I'm sorry i have made you feel
this way.
I need to go now.
I can't stay much longer.
Its a different now.
I thought i wanted you.
But i was confused
so very confused.
I still think about him
and i don't know why
i just know, i gotta get you outta my life.
I can't do this
no, not now
too much pressure
caving in
my whole world
falling apart.
but its OK.
Because I'm on my own
and i choose to be
to just be me.
And not worry about you.
theres so many ways to enjoy life.
and i just want to be free
doing what i please
is that so wrong?
no
don't look at me like that
I'm sorry
these words, i can't take back.
I mean them
with everything i am
everything inside me
everything i believe
Maybe its because I'm afraid to love.
I'm afraid to be hurt
But i think mostly because,
i just don't want it.
At least not from you.