Disowned

The darkness again
I’m here alone
Come and see me
Or call me on the phone

I don’t see your purpose
Since you’ve shown
You never truly loved me
And left me unknown

My eyes only catch
The darkness that surrounds
My nerves only feel
The tension as it mounds

My heart keeps beating
These meaningless hits
What’s the purpose in life?
If you can’t see the smaller bits

Mommy, I’m broken
Since I’m now disowned
You tore me out of my asylum
And left me alone

The coldness is strange
Against my skin
I’m fighting a battle
I know I’ll never win

Mommy, I’m sorry about the problems
I may have been the one to found
But did you not say you’ll love me?
That you’ll never push me around?

I hope to never hear
Those godforsaken words
Escape your lips ever again
Because it really hurt

Will you help me pick up
The pieces of my heart shattered
I guess you don’t have too
Because it never really mattered