Why Did I Let You Go?

With you I knew what I was trying for.
I loved you so much as just a friend
but I always wanted more.

Because of you I had a reason for being here.
But I let you go
I thought that I'd rather be alone then go through the pain of having you so near.

I let you go and went for someone new.
I still can't decide if that was the right thing to do.

When I found your picture just last night
I started to cry and realized that I still wasn't done fighting my fight.

I told myself I didn't want you, to cover up the pain.
But now I realize that without you in my life I have nothing left to gain.

Why did I try to erase you and act like I didn't care?
I now know the truth, your still in my mind, after all this time, you are still there.

How much I miss you I wont let anyone know.
I think I'll start to believe I'm okay, as long as I don't let my pain show.

I know what I'm doing is wrong.
Because I still hurt, and you've been gone for so long.

I now know there is nothing that I can do.
I wont ever forget about you.

I will never be able to give my heart to another.
Because I've already given it away, its gone forever.

I just want you to know I miss you alot
And I want you to know that you will never be forgot.