WHY???

Its building up inside of me, slowly breaking me down. So long I've kept this secret inside of me. Longing to scream it to this image standing there in front of me. WHY?!?! WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!?! I can't live keeping this inside while you just stand there. You'd be so dumb founded if I asked you those questions. Maybe I was the one that changed but then why does my heart ache and why does my stomach turn when I see you now? Holding this inside of me has broken me down and while you stand there I'm crying, just screaming at you. But here I am just screaming my lungs out right in front of you and you don't even hear me. I'm pouring my soul to you and its like your not even there. Like I'm talking to a ghost. My mind fools me into thinking that I'm seeing you again. So many times this has happened that I have lost sight of reality. When I finally realize what has happened its too late. I've grown attached to that image. And tears come pouring out because reality has become part of my perspective again. You lied to me and I hated everything about you for it. Then I found you had only changed your outer image but you were still my baby boi on the inside.

~_~_~Hey peoples I wrote this poem at the beginning of the school year and its about my best friend who is basically my brother. PLEASE PLEASE vote and comment on what you think~_~_~