Lost Your Love

Dear Laura,

Youve gotten what you wanted
Ill stay out of your life
Though you and I both knew
That this is not right

If you don’t feel what I feel
Then I guess this is better
I’m sorry I could not say my feelings to your face
So I wrote it in this letter

I know we are meant to be
You and I together is true
And forever and five months
I will be in love with you

You cant tell me you do not lie awake
Wishing I were holding you tight
Because this is what
Keeps me up at night

You cant tell me you do not cry
Because I do myself to sleep
Thinking of the times we spent together
All these memories I will keep

You cant tell me it does not hurt
To spend these nights alone
Wondering what im doing
And how I am making it on my own

Well if you are wondering that
All my life has gone down
A fake smile can no longer help me
Because I am not happy when you are not around

I lie awake at night
Tossing and turning in my bed
I cant take it any longer
While these memories run through my head

I cry myself to sleep
Because I no longer can take the pain
But in my heart and the memory of you in my arms
I will always retain