I am drowning in this
you told me he loves you
you told me he told you
and now i sit for 45 Min's crying my eyes out
and thinking about whether cutting myself can help
it has before now
but this seems to big
it hurts so bad
it is destroying me from the inside
and making it hard to see
and I am suffocating on my own tears
but at least I know I can still cry
and after I am done writing this
I will cry some more
I am crying for the love
the love i have had to buried
the love you have destroyed.
